Is this it? Is this the best it will be?

So last night I couldnt sleep. Perhaps it was the visit to Sylvia's or the Idea of going in on an apartment with Mandy and her Mom. It's a great offer, I mean silvia will put up the downpayment and mandy and I will take out a mortgage.



I could never get a mortgage. I mean not soon anyway. This got me thinking however about where I am in the world. Where I have been and where I can go. It really freaked me out. I mean I am turning 40 in a couple of years. Is this it. Is this the best it is going to get? Have I reached my limit of educatoin and financial climbing? What is the next step. Where do I go from hear?



I have the best wife in the world. So supportive, so kind, so everything. I have supportive